Spirituality Profile: Pastor Dee In October 2007
"All of us, at some point, need a miracle! That is when you really begin to appreciate and wish for MORE spirituality -- the power to, legally, tap into another dimension and alter the natural course of earthly events"
This Monday, I want to share my heart with you as we in Truth Seekers Church settle down from moving to and fro. I believe that it is time to revisit a previous post about my own background and spirituality, but with updates included for this new season in my life and work with Jesus. May today's Spirituality Blog help you to overcome the Evil one's strategies against your past and future.
Spirituality Profile of Min. D. A. Wynne - 2007
This spirituality profile is much different from my Spirituality Blog Profile at the left side of this page. Today's profile is more personal and transparent. The Word of God commands us to know those who labor amongst you. So, I want to be more raw and blunt, because I want relationships in this community that are real = knowing what I think if you are following with me in it.
I have seen a lot in my travels as a minister of Jesus Christ and some things I DO understand:
All that glitters is not gold (Revelation 3:1-3).
Most potential relationships are not real, one party usually has something they are after and you are their means (Philippians 2:20-22). Only God can give real friends.
We cannot avoid personality offenses and misunderstandings (James 3:1-3).
We CAN avoid (and must) contention, strife, despise, disrespect toward one another (Titus 3:1-3).
Contentious, strife-given, despising, disrespectful people are the kind of christians, pastors, and other ministers that I do not even try to build relationships with. This includes persons who claim to be seeking understanding of what you preach, but who secretly already have a position, and just want to 'dialogue' (quarrel) with you. Their covert objective is to condemn and, eventually, destroy you. They only release the true love of Jesus to you when you change to their position and mission ( James 2:1).
Apostle Paul categorizes the time wasted in false relationships as 'thrashing at the air', which means they yield no spiritual profit to you. Scripture commands us to avoid wasteful activities, redeeming the time we have left til Jesus returns because the days are evil and we have enough on our plates just watching out for Satan's tactics and overcoming them daily.
"I therefore so run, not as uncertainly; so fight I, not as one that beateth the air":
1 Corinthians 9:25-27 (in Context) 1 Corinthians 9 (Whole Chapter) From www.Biblegateway.comTruth Seekers House Churches
I get along GREAT with those who are ever seeking to grow in the knowledge of Jesus in the New Testament --that is the Truth I live, preach and teach!
It is a great and exciting time, always, to be more like JESUS -- his motives, his values, his principles, his passions, his 'spirituality'. Persons who are like the Bereans that told Paul we will search the scriptures and see if these things be so, I enjoy. The Holy Spirit wrote in the Word that the Bereans were 'noble'. That's what I'd like the Father, God to say about me! "She is noble".
The Holy Spirit has used me in His birthing, pausing, stopping, removing, churches in Missouri, Illinois, Oklahoma, California, Washington, and indirectly in other cities and outside the country. For a long time, and from time to time, I had been the only physical member. Those who were "physically" with me had all turned away from me or worked from within against me or been destroyed by the very cunning work of the Evil one as a result of their own disobedience to me, their pastor. I remember, sometimes, it was sin that God judged me for which put my ministry effectiveness on hold as God's judgment of me aka disciplinary action. Though I be physically desolate today, it is only the fulfillment of God's prophecy upon me way back in 1985 and it is not a permanent situation.As of today's writing, Monday, Octover 1, 2007, the desolation period has come to a permanent end. The prophecy of Isaiah 49, Isaiah 62 and Isaiah 66 is at last fulfilling. God has seen fit to bless me with help, esteem, respect, love and I am no longer forsaken, desolate, despised, hated. Those whom God spoke of as His "Truth Seekers" are beginning to seek me out, praying to God for just the kind of prophet, evangelist and pastor He spent more than twenty years molding me to be. These are the kind of persons who have been secretly talking to Jesus and pleading with Him for a different kind of intimacy than "the Christian System" can lead them to (search the Google box on this blog for "Christian System".
God's word that I am commanded to bring was never desolate, however! It was always full and overflowing with spiritual wisdom and spiritual power to as many as had an humble heart to receive it! Receive it, for your own benefit, whether you do or do not approve of the container He chose to deliver it in (that would be me), because God's on-time Word to you will always bring you healing, deliverance and peace!
Christians Against Truth Seeker Christians, Oops!
Much of the enemy's work, sorry to say, came through christians in every city I have traveled through. Some were members of various christian churches. Others were influential men or women in christian ministry who, temporarily, have the minds of God's people and the public. By stealth and even overt actions, they expressed rejection of women in pastoring, the mission of Truth Seekers House Churches, the way Jesus commanded me to travel according to Matthew 10 and 3rd John, and my trial of poverty. They persecuted me and interrupted so many things Jesus started:
"And whosoever will not receive you, when ye go out of that city, shake off the very dust from your feet for a testimony against them." Luke 9:5
It is impossible to perform stable employment in a traveling ministry when you are constantly being booted out of some christian's home and having to shake the dust from your feet, move to a new location, and try again to bring the message Jesus is speaking NOW.
For example ...
Once, I had an apartment, had my job, had started the ministry. Got a call from the landlord one day, saying "I don't feel good about this. I've changed my mind. I don't believe in your ministry and I want you to move out, but I want to help and give you until Thursday. I had just moved me and my luggage in on Monday! All my paychecks from that day went to staying in a motel, trying to keep off the streets, and still getting back and forth to my job. I knew 'nobody' in that city and those I had met through ministry were cruelly against women pastors. Money ran out, no place to sleep, job went -- and I was suddenly out of operation, DESOLATE FOR THE WORD'S SAKE! Allelujah!
2 Timothy 1:15
This thou knowest, that all they which are in Asia be turned away from me; of whom are Phygellus and Hermogenes.
2 Timothy 1:14-16 (in Context) 2 Timothy 1 (Whole Chapter) From www.Biblegateway.com
I don't think we christians realize the power of what is being revealed here. After about 3 years of suffering, being beaten, being rejected, being accused as false prophets to bring God's word to people in Asia AND successfully turning some hearts from Satan to Jesus, Apostle Paul says that he has NOTHING !!! EVERYBODY has turned from me!
Then he mentions "Of whom are Phygellus and Hermogenes". Yes, there were amongst those who turned from him some key players who were close to Paul -- whom he loved and thought really believed him and supported him in what Jesus had, personally, commanded only to Paul to preach and teach. Turns out, not so, they betrayed him.
Similarly for me, either the brethren continuously disobeyed the Lord and left, or I had to put them out for refusing to repent in continuously disobeying the Lord, or persecution shut it down. Twice, in the more than 20 years of laboring, it was I who disobeyed the Lord and I know it was the Holy Spirit that shut things down.
Some of you pastors out there need to know this. Sometimes, it is the enemy hindering your ministry work, but other times, something in your life is offensive to Jesus and HE causes people to stop coming to the church meetings, offerings dwindle, bills can't be paid. Above all -- the Spirit of Jesus is not in your services anymore. It has settled into just a routine. IT'S DEAD. You will keep trying to make it work, but nothing you do is going to restore the Spirit of God, even if you restore the appearance of a thriving congregation. Face it and re-fortify.
I wrote a press release in Tulsa, Oklahoma about dismissing the remaining members and shutting down the church to start from scratch, but the Lord moved me to California, where I hit ... betrayal.
A Pastor was supposed to work with me in building Truth Seekers Church in California. He was strong in the love of God that cares about people's troubles, and treated me as Jesus in good deeds, but most other areas in his life, and in the lives of all those hanging around him were far from the qualifications of 1& 2 Timothy, 1 & 2 Peter and other minister qualities.
We barely got started before his behaviors and the strife that I kept getting pulled into made me shut down official public ministering as Truth Seekers Christian House Churches in California. I did not see myself as walking uprightly enough to be fit to function in the holy office of Minister of Jesus Christ when every, single, day I was in an argument. A lot more ministers need to sit themselves down for a season and get right or stronger with God! Some of you fight or argue every Sunday morning on your way out of the door to preach a sermon. We are dealing with demon powers in the spirit world. There is nothing wrong with humbling yourself to re-fortify!
I was only supposed to be in California for about a year to get one house church started and the other pastor would take it from there. I ended up going back and forth for two years plus! Still no real work on Truth Seekers there, but I was faithfully preaching in Issaquah. Being betrayed will sure waste a lot of your time. It's like starting all over, again and again.
No, I'm not looking for perfect people. I AM looking for spirituality - "the Spirit of God pursued passionately, in a dry and thirsty land where no water is".
Psalm 63:1
O God, thou art my God; early will I seek thee: my soul thirsteth for thee, my flesh longeth for thee in a dry and thirsty land, where no water is;
Psalm 63:1-3 (in Context) Psalm 63 (Whole Chapter) From www.Biblegateway.com
A Community of Spiritual Persons
By God's grace, I am sent to preach forth for Him a community of christians who want to think, speak, drink, breathe and release the Spirit of Jesus Christ, outside the traditional church building concept and back into the homes and families where christians and others remove their "public face" and live out their real lives.
A note:I have no vanity to seek to be "worldwide'" or an "international" ministry. Once you hit the internet you have no choice! The people who contact you concerning the Word of God come from everywhere! So, I expect that the "community" embracing these messages in the Spirituality Blog is worldwide.
My heart was trained by Jesus a very long time ago when He spoke to me "Seek only the one" ... because Jesus would have suffered on the cross and died for only me, if I were the only person on earth. He loves us all individually -- just that much. So the preoccupation with numbers of members ... "how many people attended the meeting?"... reveals how warped our motives and understanding of Jesus Christ has become. I never hear anyone ask "what did Jesus say"? I am always hearing throughout the country, "how many people are with you?"
The commitment to think, speak, drink, breathe and release the Spirit of Jesus Christ, outside the traditional church building concept and back into the homes and families where christians and others remove their "public face" and live out their real lives, places us Truth Seekers against the increasingly "Hollywood" and "Rapper" version of Christianity that is mesmerizing pastors and christians everywhere.
Please read the disclaimer on the right side of this Spirituality Blog to tell you the heart of Jesus concerning the new Hollywood, Gangster version of worship being offered to Jesus.
James 4:4
Adulterers and adulteresses! Do you not know that friendship with the world is enmity with God? Whoever therefore wants to be a friend of the world makes himself an enemy of God.
James 4:3-5 (in Context) James 4 (Whole Chapter) From www.Biblegateway.com
The good thing is that, this commitment to think, speak, drink, breathe and release the Spirit of Jesus Christ also makes us persons whom Jesus calls 'friend'.
Christ's Love,
Pastor Dee
Truth Seekers Christian House Churches"



